This is the stage of the chemo treatment I don't like. These days right after chemo remind me that I am fighting cancer...which is kind of sobering thought. When I start to feel better that 2nd and 3rd week after chemo, I start to forget, or at least minimize, the whole thought of cancer. These couple of days right after chemo where I am just lethargic and feel weird inside bring it all back that I have cancer.
Although this was my last chemo treatment...and the doctor expects me to fully recover from the cancer...I wonder if I will ever fully recover mentally. I mean...it will always be in my head...so...for the rest of my life...every bump I feel...or every weird ache I get is going to make me think I have cancer again.
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